Your lies

​These feelings of tension in my chest – that I cannot explain.

Why do I envy things that I should not have , that I do not need?

Your love

I do not deserve.

Your friendship

That I should not think of.

This world

That I do not belong in

Suffocates my heart, tramples on it like the void entity that it is.

Is this what depression is?

A lonely path that I walk, smiling in the midst of agony.

It’s you, 

It all began with you. 

Your false love brought me from the depths of anguish only to shut me further into the cage that I built myself long ago.

A cage for which I reside in.

A cage furnished with your lies.

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